Another Update on Life
One or two posts earlier I wrote about the weird feeling of Progress and uncertainty I felt as I went the first steps to move to a new city and start into a new job there. Now this post is already kinda old and a lot has happened in the meantime. I not only sent my job applications, but also had an interview at a potential new place to work and an informal confirmation that I would get that job. This has put me into kind of a limbo where I still work at my old job, have told a few close coworkers that I would quit and move in the foreseeable future, but still havent sent my official notice to the employer because I am waiting for the official confirmation from the new place. If you really look at it from a certain perspective nothing has changed yet. I still have my old job and technically dont have the new job yet. Still everything at work starts to feel a bit temporary. I also havent told my parents yet that I accepted the new job informally as they want for me to look at many places first before settling with one. Its a weird situation. Me moving to a new city is set in stone, so basically there is no point in holding out much, but sometimes it still feels a bit early to tell stuff as I am unsure if it will happen this exact way even if it probably will.
The paragraph above is really unstructured and all over the place. Parts of it are conflicting, the thoughts follow no coherent structure and dont arrive at a conclusion. Thats how everything feels at the moment, but the only thing you can do is solve one thing after the other and hope all untangles after you solved enough of the small individual problems.